TUSHAR MATHUR

I've been pacing back and forth and thinkin', lately
We've been talking 'bout it on and off now, baby
We don't know what we want, I don't know what I need
I, I've been walking up and down this same street

But I can, I can remember
What I wore, in early November
I spend my time, ignorin' doubt, steppin 'bout, tryin' out.
But at times, I need to chill out

Few years back I gave myself this designation
To-manifest my thoughts and call it my creation
I've been trying to win, scared to come in second
I, I said it once but I'll keep sayin' it again

And I can, I can remember
What I wore, in early November
I spend my time, ignorin' doubt, steppin 'bout, tryin' out.
But at times, I need to chill out

I’ve been talking bout my blues a lot lately,
Like I just gave up on a daydream,
I’m flailing like I’m trying hard to stay up,
But grammy told me, when you’re failing, baby breathe easy
Turn that loss into a learning, turn it back into a lay-up
For some better days, 
At least I’m leaving crumbs lookin for better ways,
I may be broken, I’ll eventually renovate,
It won’t be perfect, but I’ll still have on a pretty face,
A fire burning at a steady pace.

And I can, I can remember
What I wore, in early November
I spend my time, ignorin' doubt, steppin 'bout...

I can stay, I can try, do everything that you wanna do
I can stay, I have time, do everything that you wanna do